I'm trying to identify conflicts in my psyche. I see two in particular that really create a problem ( Read more... )

I was very tired last night when I wrote that second half and wanted to get the memoir completed, and in my haste, I think I left out some important details. So here, I want to go through those ( Read more... )

...as continued from part 1...But now we come to the dark side of it all. Many people kept wondering whether Landmark was another business scheme like...Amway? I had never heard of Amway but that name got brought up several times. And Scientology got brought up a few times too ( Read more... )

During my thirties, I attended three different programs, all of which I consider having contributed to my spiritual development. The first of these was the Landmark Education Forum. This was a three day workshop, or seminar...whatever ( Read more... )

I had made a decision to continue my memoirs in reference to my spiritual journey in private. I've changed my mind on that. Granted, I will say that I have a few people on my friends list who I don't think really deserve to see or know some of what I describe here, because I think their opinions are more important to them than understanding real ( Read more... )

I realized at Steamworks tonight that I've been experiencing this bitchy backlash from the YouthCare orientation I went to last week ( Read more... )

Today, my dear sweet Paramount Theater awarded me a $1.50 an hour raise!! YAY! I love that place! Honestly, I think it's the best place I've ever worked...ever! I just can't stop loving it or feeling immense amounts of gratitude for what it is and what happens there. I don't even care that my job is to clean toilets or that our crew gets blamed for ( Read more... )

-that I don't waste a lot of time watching TV or playing video games ( Read more... )

"Why ( Read more... )

I'm going to skip over the time I spent traveling, after having left San Francisco, partly because I've already written quite a bit about that before (I can just repost some of it). I might merely state that during that year and a half, I "met" Nuit in New Mexico and engaged in several nights of adoration of her, and then I "met" the Baron Samedi ( Read more... )